every beat of my heart

can i just post another one?
cos this will be my 500th post. (:

anyway, i listened abit during chapel today, nothing really got it. just the words love your enemies. is God telling me something? i know i've been very ____ recently. i just can't help it you know.

Am i thinking too much? Or is * playing the game too far? I dont know, but whichever way it is, it already affected a lot of things, we all know it, we're just all acting as if nothing happen and that everything will go back to normal. I tried, you wasn't by my side, i thought you will be, but you wasn't. you made everything come down in that split second, i hope it never happpened, i wished you didn't act like that. Can this still be salvaged?

POSTED BY Junie Ang ON Tuesday, April 08, 2008 @ 9:46 PM